Saturday, 9 April 2011

I'm Sorry.

I'm sorry that you throw a fit when you don't get everything you want.
I'm sorry that your own inabilities to look after yourself make it seem like it is always everyone else's fault.
I'm sorry that I was stupid and naive and believed that you were better than what you are proving to me that you are.
I'm sorry that I believed in you, trusted you and let you lead me around on a leash to show you just how much I cared about you only to be taken for granted because you are too blind to see or ignorant enough to do so.
I'm sorry that now I've decided you are not what is best for me and I need to move on.
I'm sorry that all of this is my fault for desiring you so deeply.
I'm sorry that you can't allow yourself to live through your heart.
I'm sorry that I'm so young and want to live, experience, make mistakes, and learn.
I'm sorry that we are so alike and yet so different.
I'm sorry about those nights I lied awake in bed, dreaming, hoping , wishing and crying over you, about, and because of you.
I'm sorry that my heart and soul are stronger than yours.

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