I have no words to describe the intensity of what I felt last night. The attraction, the magnetism, the energy. I haven't felt anything close to that since the night at Chris' with Clifford when me and him made our connection. The only thoughts running through my head the whole time were wow, oh my god, this is fucking amazing, and I couldn't help but feel like he was what I've been waiting/looking for and just as I stop looking, *poof* there he is. Does it mean anything? No, not at all. It was harmless fun that I'm sure we both needed. I received my first flogging and single tail whipping. It was everything and more than what I was hoping it would be. The thing about him that got me the most and made me melt in his arms were his big strong hands and his powerful body. The way he would hold me was intense and so comforting. He made me feel small, and safe. I couldn't have asked for a better night with a better person. Playing with him all night took so much out of me, but it was so worth it.
I don't expect to ever let Brigham know just exactly what all happened last night, mostly because he would more than likely take it the wrong way or feel extremely jealous about it all. Either way, if he did ask I would tell him, but if he doesn't than I probably won't. I hope that doesn't make me a bad person.
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