Do what thou wilt. This is the only Law.
The more I read the more I need to know, the more I know the more questions I have and so the more I read. Will the circle ever cease, and to what end do I search? What is the answer I seek if not the Truth? and the Truth is that not something which I already know inside of me? For if I did not then why would I then seek it so fervently?...
Something stirs deep within, powerful yes, but from what origin? that I do not know...it is not wolf, and it is not man, it is divine by right and yet what is divine if not something which I could not attain without the proper Understanding of things. I do not Understand, but I know the course of which I must undertake in order to fulfill my Understanding...am I insane? Have I lost myself to Ra-Hoor-Khuit, or is he the omnipresent force that guides me and always has? This I feel is the Truth in part, the other part I do not and can not know for certain and yet Certainty is the gift in Life bestowed by Nuit, Certainty in all things you undertake, doubt is for the weak and Because be damned, If Will should ever stop to ask why then Will be stopped. I can not linger on the whys or hows of things, I must be swift in my ascertainment before my Will be changed and I be damned to uncertainty...
Ra-Hoor-Khuit is the Golden Dawn in the East, God of War and Vengeance though ye see it hardly. Ra is God of Gods, King of all Creation, his power bestowed upon Horus to make him Ra-Hoor-Khuit, or so that would be what makes sense, but are these things that can be made sense of or must be taken as is? Mentu would appear to be another form of Horus changing into Ra-Hoor-Khuit, or perhaps just another name, the meanings of both gods seem similar in Egyptian history, both being falcon headed gods of War and having been "touched" or "effectively changed" by Ra. I'm trying to learn, slowly, there is not a whole lot of information to rely on unfortunately.
My own Understanding of the Truth thus far as deciphered from Liber CCXX, The Book of The Law.
Nuit also known as Nu, is the Egyptian god of the sky. She is the Universe: everything we see, we see because she allows us to see. She is the Divine the origin of all energy and the radius of Hadit, Hadit being the earth, the center of all existence of Life and Death; Hadit is the Light of Life, where our energy comes from and flows into and through Hadit we flow into Nuit for they are One and so are none, none being nothing which is everything for everything is nothing. All things are made of energy, the energy of the Universe; Nuit, even Hadit. And it is through Love, the Love we give unto Nuit through all that we do that we become a part of the whole, our energy flowing into Nuit and so into the universe becoming one with everything and flowing back into nothing. Do you Understand? This is in part the Truth of things which I have only begun to Understand.
Love is the Law, Love under Will.
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