.....It's a feeling like I'm drowning...but it's the most serene feeling I think I've ever felt in my Life. I close my eyes and I'm underwater, air bubbles drifting up through the sun as it streaks across my face through the sapphire-turquoise waves above. Just floating, watching.  He's coming...He's almost here. I can feel the pressure of the water in my nose as it tries to push it's way in past the bubbles. It's like I've been waiting a lifetime for Him to arrive...but haven't I?; waited a lifetime for my heart to be captured by such a dark and powerful beast such as He....always there, in my dreams, in the shadows lurking, in my senses; always smelled Him on the winds...knew He was there, coming...and here He is...finally coming to capture me and here I sit gleefully awaiting His arrival. I can't wait to see you baby. I'm just going to go to sleep, then wake up...and you'll be here *smiles* I Love you to the moon and back.