So I've discovered he does care more than I initially thought, but it doesn't change much if anything.

My life. What do I want? To be happy. What would make you happy? A full time job I loved, and being surrounded by the people I cared the most about. Schooling really is my only option. My only way out. Sure it's scary, moving away from everything I know and am familiar with but it will be like a big breath of fresh air. New people, new surroundings, new adventures. New, is what I need right now. My life has hit a stalemate, I'm basically sitting here stagnating in a pond of bullshit, drama and negativity.  The seasons have changed and with them so to have I. Change is inevitable, and a necessary part of life. It's not always easy, but life's not meant to be easy.