Fuck this, fuck everybody, I don't need this and they don't fucking need me. I don't even know why I try, or care, or do anything anymore. People need to go fuck themselves. Fucking self riotous pricks.... fuck you too, I'm sorry I ever called you a friend, any of you, all of you.  I'm -sorry- I can't be perfect and fit in and lie like all the rest of you! I should have never gone to you, I should have never trusted any of you. I'm done with all of this, fucking done... I hope you're all happy, sitting all high and mighty feeling good about yourselves for this. And I hope you all understand exactly what it is you've done to me...

Just how far can you push? How much can you expect from other people? Is it right to go to someone and dump all of your emotional problems at their feet and expect them to help you sort through them? How much is too much to ask? and if you can't ask someone, who can you ask? Can you go to anyone, to anything? When you feel so overwhelmed and like you have nowhere left to turn, where are we supposed to go? Naturally we turn inwards and confide within ourselves, but it never helps, it never fixes anything. It just makes things fester, and grow into grotesque monster of our own devices, our demons. The only thing we can really do is confront it all, TALK to someone, and DON'T feel bad about it. People do it to you, it is your right to do the same to them. People are afraid of each other, afraid of impeding, intruding, interrupting people's lives and too afraid to ask for help in case they look weak. It's all about image. Why? Why is the most important word we have, the most important question we can ask ourselves. Because it is the doorway to understanding, knowledge, and enlightenment.