The hunger has done nothing but continue to grow. Certainly not surprising. Coping has taken very little restraint and I can not risk an unexpected re awakening at this time. Things are delicate and that would absolutely make a mess of things...not that they aren't already tattered around the edges and fraying quickly. Right now I don't have time to stop and catch my breath, no time for quiet patient contemplation and yet that is exactly what my current situation demands of me. That of which it seems I am quite incapable.Time simply won't allow for it and it is Time itself which pushes hard in the direction I am currently heading. Time being the very ideal towards which I hold most dissension. I dream of being truly free. I dream of a world with no borders, no fences; A world in which nothing is ever owned, unless it's a gift, something given to you by another out of the kindness and gratitude of their heart. A world in which you are free to roam wherever the winds may blow you and the only thing stopping you is your lack of will to push forward. A world where magic is very real, as real as the human soul, as real as the energy of all living things. I've had it to my wits end with everything to do with humanity, society, this Idea of Industry;Time; Consume; Create; Innovate. It's absolutely horrific to me and I can't bear it, it drives me insane being stuck like this, surrounded by guns and bars on all sides should I fail to Co-operate, to partake in this ..this Insanity for I'm certain that is exactly what this all is. A nightmare of Epic proportions, an inescapable reality I do not wish to be in. This is why I sleep so damn much *smiles*. All avenues of escape are quickly disappearing as the reins of power tighten around the hands of freedom. Soon this will be a world where no hand may reach out to obtain anything but that which is handed to it. No longer shall there  be men who sow the seeds of their forefathers, no now there will only be the seeds newly created, the next great innovation in the GMP (Genetically Modified Plant) industry. No longer will there be meat you've freshly harvested from the land, there will only be the pre-packaged, fully enriched for the highest nutritional potential GMMP (Genetically Modified Meat Product) Grown in test tubes and served to you on a golden platter. Animals? GMC Genetically Modified Clones to ensure the lowest percentage of DNA dilution and the longest, strongest possible genetic composure. I fear the future, for in it, WE are the aliens.